You never stop running in my mind...you never have and you never will...you are everything I cant stop thinking of you and I miss you so much...my hearts is in pain because I miss you...but I am still not giving up I will continue to love you!

I cant wait to hear how the audition went...I cant wait for you to succeed...and take Hollywood by storm!

Tomorrow is one of the biggest days for you its the day that could be the start of the reminder of your life and begin what I've seen in my dreams and I know will happen and that is that of people seeing the tons of talent and attributes that you posses... you are finally getting an opportunity to express it and show it..I hate that I wont be able to share it with you but that doesn't mean I wont be there with you...because all that will be on my mind will be what has always been on my mind since the day I laid my eyes on you and that's you...my vibes and my prayers will be aimed towards you and I know you will knock it out of the park...its time for people to see the talent and get ready...get ready to never forget the name of HOLLAND LONG...cause I know I never will...

Its simple to me
I LOVE YOU!!

My Heart knows what it wants....and it does not lie!!
I just cant stop and I wont stop!!

I know what my heart feel I know what I want and thats you if you!! Ive know since day one till now that no one will ever come close to you no one has no one will...I cant sit back and let sotmething end when I know there more to love ...I affaird to loose the best thing that has happen in my life all because of my stupity...wont be anyone fault but my own.....

The fear of loosing you is my biggest fear one I never want to encounter...I want to fight and show you that I am willing to go all in for as long as it takes for me to show you...I want you as part of my life...

Never give up for what matters thats you!

Idiot!

I hate what I did...I hate how stupid I am.....I really cant stand me at this moment...I made you feel horrible and feel in ways you never should feel and I hate that I hurt you...I am truly never gonna forgive my self you dont desrve this you desrve better....I am so sory I failed you!

You are the reason I smile.......